Rewind....step back....now what???

Ok....so being that i'm in a pensive mood, I hate these moods....I've been rewinding alot lately. How far??? I don't know, a year two, man has it already been 3, 7+, holy cow!!!
Anyway..there are things that happen...things that happen for no complete reason that we don't really care to think about at that present time in our lives. But now...you just go back and sometimes re-live decisions, or fights, or thoughts, or actions, or whatever it might be and wonder...why? Was it a good decision? bad? Was it the right one? Where would I be now had things happened differently.
Like had I never gone to WSU I would've never met Joyce and be getting ready to stand up in one of the most important days in her life. Had I not gone to WSU I would've also not meant certain individuals (you know who you are :) ) that I can't imagine not having in my life at this point.
Had I not gone to work where I am, I wouldn't have met someone I love with my entire being :)
It goes on and on, and I can list the countless many situations I've been faced with that made me think. But I won't, cuz God knows that would be an incredibly superfluous post.
I guess though, I'd like to say thank you...thank you to all those people i've met along the broken road (by chance, by a twist of fate, by running into them - i'm sorry for causing any bodily harm) Thanks for all your thoughts, and insights, and advice. Thank you for making me that much more insane :) I'm kidding. I've learned so many lessons, both good/bad, disappointing/rewarding, etc
I thank you all for traveling this dusty trail known as life with me :) I hope I haven't caused most of you many brain farts, or aneurisms. Had it not been for that horse.....